I need to find my Lotus Flower Bomb

I am looking for a serious, committed relationship built on honesty and respect. I like the outdoors(picnics, walks, sports and some animals) I like to watch the news, research history, go on adventures, create music and test science. I love to create images but need help getting them on paper because I can’t draw, I will push you on the swings and if you play the piano, I will write the songs. I am looking for a woman who awakens me, mentally and physically. We will travel when the schedule permits. I love going and watching movies. I am the guy that most people come to for help and advice. I am looking for a woman, who can appreciate and respect these qualities, without getting jealous and feeling like others are getting more attention. I always make sure my home is taken care of before I extend the hand of help. I’d like a woman who understands that any and all times we are together is quality time, that way we don’t take it for granted. I was raised to be a gentleman. I will open the doors and hold the chair and walk on the curb side of the street and squash the bugs and open the jars and repair the house, etc. The downside to being my age is that I don’t want to have children. I have four and would love to be assisted in parenting them. I don’t want to be the old man